Born a pumpkin
September 5, 2011 Leave a comment
Well, hasn’t today been awful for me?
First if all, do ignore the baby shoes I drew above.
So anyways, I had to do the same presentation to another batch of people and I’ve been feeling under the weather and the last thing I want to do was to present some slides.
After presenting, I was told that I repeatedly said “Um” during my talk.
So what does Hafiiz do when he receive a critic? He evaluate his actions and think about his life.
1) I’ve lost my self-esteem
There was a time when I would have no problem presenting. No shiver running down my spine. No stammering during a presentation.
Then after a turning point in my life [I think only Aisyah knows about this point] I grew really conscious of what I’m doing and what people would think about it.
Here’s the thing, If I’m not even comfortable with who I am, then how in God’s green earth am I going to be comfortable with socializing with people?
2) I have no knowledge in the topic I’m presenting
Now, if I look at it in a less dramatic POV, I could just say that because I’m unsure of the nitty gritty details of the topic, I tend to stammer.
But I’ve been on fingertips with the topic. Why then do I still stammer?
3) Bad at impromptu
Oh yes, why didn’t I think of this?
I’m just bad at delivering a spontaneous speech.
UNTIL NEXT TIME!!!